goneloopy

watercolor stains my gypsy veins bleeding a diluted spectrum of hope I strain for inspiration and impossible explanations

In red marker Love is scrolled across your wrist Today you exclaim how you will do anything you can to Prevent Suicide Today I stand atop the edge of a chair recalling your words... Kill yourself You have nothing to loose No one will miss you... I pull my face through the noose, it scrapes my face and passes Salty tears drench my scratches, replicating the pain I've felt my whole life With the swift jab of my foot the chair falls I only feel the tug at my throat for a quick moment, then nothing. Just yesterday you carved Useless on my soul Today you wrote love on your arms

to see you again is to walk through the pages of a history book each word graced by the wonder of truth I watch grimy fingers crease and turn the pages of time backward revealing our story I know it's hard to understand, that somewhere my heart still pulses with the sweet venom of your love never have I forgotten the secrets we hold nor the secret meetings that we held our tale as old as time plays back in my skipping record of a mind an endless song one I will never forget one I seem to have forgotten